Life doesn’t go the way we want. That’s why we have dream. <3
When even hope doesn't work,there's something that will keep you going and that's dream.
That's why,
Dreams are called “Dream”
And the day she got divorced,the feeling I got can’t be expressed. It gave my hope more energy.🙄 Though I knew nothing like that happen,yet there was a hope. IDK why😄
But this time! There is no space for hope🙄
I know this marriage gonna work perfectly. I even pray for that. (All we want to unite JenAm,not to break hearts)💚. I know,GR is so loyal.(See! I don’t even know him personally! But it feels as I know him since ages💚)… I believe he is loyal! 😍 And they both make a great couple! May Allah bless them. 🙂
Think!
If JenAm got married💚,their relationship mightn’t be the way we dreamt it to be. What if we wouldn’t be satisfied then?🙄 That could affect us much. 🤔
Now,we have our own JenAm dream. We can dream it the way we like,the way we want… Ultimately,our own way💚
Different ways but one dream! That’s JenAm💚
The 1st ever promo of SC with SLB was great😍 I kinda like that. It had a vibe😍 Though I thougth it to be Mythological show(As the name sounded),but I felt deep down those sayings in promo doesn’t look like that🙄
And hey!
The promo where Gautams’ back was shown😜
I knew it was going to be Gautam.(I knew his face as I saw him in NB)… Ohh! I was so sure of it😇 I recognised him first time itself😎
First promo where I saw my Kumud was…
-Are beta,kiya hua?
-Didi,wo main har geya.
-Beta tumne har kar kisiko jeet ka ehsaas dilaya hai…
Toh jeeta kaun? Tum!!! Chalo hasso,hasso,hasso hasso…
😍😍😍
That was the first time I saw her…
May be I saw her before but I do not remember at all may be I was too little then…
So,that was when I saw her… 8th/9th February 2013! Jen! My love at first sight… And ohh lord,that too as Kumud😍😍😍
Hey Little one. I’m going to go now and maybe you should go sleep too! 🙂 It was lovely talking with you after quite a while!
Take care of yourself. 🙂 Have a lovely day ahead (Saturday) y V e n c e r e m o s . Emoji again. <3 Love you and see you! 🙂
CJ!
YKW,I really needed someone to say this. Tell me to cry if need be. Tell me not to hold it in. 😣 ‘Cause everyone(those who knows what actually happened) kept telling me not to cry,not to react much,not to think about that. 😞
Sometimes Rush, the best way to heal is to cry it out. You’re suffocating if you just keep it in. Trust me even a few tears drops will make you feel better. I know it makes me feel better.
By doing what the rest are telling you do – you’re running away from the problem – something I’m a pro at, lol. I push hurtful things as much as I can until the dam is too full and then it all just comes out but it makes me feel better because then I’ve faced the problem and I’m determined to get over it.
Face the monster head on little one and defeat it. V e n c e r m o s (the same emoji again lol)
I’ve decided I’ll watch an epi per day from now on.😂
‘Cause watching so many epis a day won’t help. continuMom would think I’m having affair(Though she knows me well,just kidding😂)… As I stick to phone for 5-6hours(Though it’s not unusual) and smile like an idiot looking phone and give other expressions like hell.😆
Ik what you mean. I’ve been told that too, how our priorities have changed or we’ve forgotten them. I 100% understand. We’re just humans I guess and that’s what being human is like. We’re fallible, we can go wrong intentionally or unintentionally.
I’m going to be here from now onwards. 🙂
I’ve stopped using any social media since a month anyway. 🙂
Needed some time alone. Though a lifetime won’t be enough.
But SC page <3 It's the place where I can come and share my feelings! 🙄
This is how much this page means to us. I love that. The serenity and tranquillity is brings out is just so nice! When the world turns their back on us, this page will always be here.
Right you are!
When we don’t feel like talking to anyone and feel the cruelty of this world,we know there is a place where we can share our feelings. When the world denies to listen to you,you know there is a place where you can say what you really feel,where you can feel yourself,where our emotions gets their true value. <3
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SaMudDiwaani💚
June 04, 05:13I was so sleepy then😂😂😂
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 04, 05:14LOL! So may mistakes😂
Let’s ignore them,Rush😂
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 19:15Life doesn’t go the way we want. That’s why we have dream. <3
When even hope doesn't work,there's something that will keep you going and that's dream.
That's why,
Dreams are called “Dream”
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 19:27*we have hope😂
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 18:33If I were a writer,I would have written an article about JenAm.
I would name it “JenAm,A Dream”💚
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 18:39It’s amazing how two characters affect us so much that we want them to be real <3
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 18:40..how leads play their role and make the best couple together that we hope them to be together forever… 💚
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 18:41Expectation hurts! But hope is something that keep you going <3
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 18:43Ohh! Even when JW was married,I had hope! 💚
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 18:44Don’t know why but I had hopes about JenAm💚💚💚
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 18:47And the day she got divorced,the feeling I got can’t be expressed. It gave my hope more energy.🙄 Though I knew nothing like that happen,yet there was a hope. IDK why😄
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 18:47Then when Gauti got married💔
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 18:48I was happy that he is happy😍
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 18:49And Pankhuri! She is so beautiful💚
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 18:50I knew,the day would come when this hope of mine would be over. But I wanted the day to come as late as possible💔
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 18:51TBH,I never thought of GRs’ marriage😂
I never thought he would get marry before Jen🙄
Ohh,man! 💔
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 18:52*get married
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 18:57But this time! There is no space for hope🙄
I know this marriage gonna work perfectly. I even pray for that. (All we want to unite JenAm,not to break hearts)💚. I know,GR is so loyal.(See! I don’t even know him personally! But it feels as I know him since ages💚)… I believe he is loyal! 😍 And they both make a great couple! May Allah bless them. 🙂
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 18:57*want is to
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 19:00Like it is said “Everything happens for the best”🙂
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 19:00May be,it’s true! <3
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 19:07Think!
If JenAm got married💚,their relationship mightn’t be the way we dreamt it to be. What if we wouldn’t be satisfied then?🙄 That could affect us much. 🤔
Now,we have our own JenAm dream. We can dream it the way we like,the way we want… Ultimately,our own way💚
Different ways but one dream! That’s JenAm💚
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 19:08And getting married doesn’t the mean everything,right?
That’s what we got to know/ learn from SaMud💚
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 19:09*doesn’t mean
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 19:11But i still have hope😂😂😂
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 19:12Hope makes dreams easier to dream😜
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 17:09The 1st ever promo of SC with SLB was great😍 I kinda like that. It had a vibe😍 Though I thougth it to be Mythological show(As the name sounded),but I felt deep down those sayings in promo doesn’t look like that🙄
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 17:10I liked that promo though😍😍😍😍😍😍😍
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 17:43Who knew it would become a part of my existence! 💚
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 17:44An essential part… 💚
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 17:45That’s what I love about past!
No one had no idea🙄
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 17:46*any
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 18:23People love thei pasts 🤔
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 18:25‘Cause no matter how bad things went for you,you faced them somehow and came to the present conquering those difficulties. 🙂
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 18:26their*
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 18:28You could
Most importantly,you had those fav people of yours with you who are not with you anymore. 😞
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 19:18*thought🙄
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 17:06And hey!
The promo where Gautams’ back was shown😜
I knew it was going to be Gautam.(I knew his face as I saw him in NB)… Ohh! I was so sure of it😇 I recognised him first time itself😎
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 16:55First promo where I saw my Kumud was…
-Are beta,kiya hua?
-Didi,wo main har geya.
-Beta tumne har kar kisiko jeet ka ehsaas dilaya hai…
Toh jeeta kaun? Tum!!! Chalo hasso,hasso,hasso hasso…
😍😍😍
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 16:56*jeet ki khushi di hai
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 16:59Jo haare huye ko jeet ka ehsaas dilade aise hi hai hamare Kumud…
Sochiue agar ye aisi hai toh iski mohabbat kaisi hogi?😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 17:01That was the first time I saw her…
May be I saw her before but I do not remember at all may be I was too little then…
So,that was when I saw her… 8th/9th February 2013! Jen! My love at first sight… And ohh lord,that too as Kumud😍😍😍
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 16:51I’m truly a Deewani,what say?😎
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 16:52Kuch aise hi hain hamare SaMudDiwaani😇
Sochiye,🤔
Agar iski Deewangi aisi hai toh Mahabbat kaisi hogi😉
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 16:53*Mohabbat
JK!😂
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 16:45So,I have a special SD card containg SaMud Videos’ and photos… 😇
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 16:46That was my treasure then😍
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 16:48I kept it in a diary of mine😊 With love. 💚
And it’s been so long… Today,I took it out of Diary,after ages… May be1/1.5/2 years😭
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 16:49*containing
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 16:49Ohhh! Feeling so awesome,man😭
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 16:50Uff! Those days😭
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 16:43Here I’m😎
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 16:44SaMudDiwaani😎
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 03, 06:25Teda😎
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 14:538800!💚
To SaMud💚
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 14:53Ohh! How much I moss this place! 😞
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 14:52Back again on RC😎
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 14:52Back to back😎😎😎
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 14:49I don’t want a new FP😒😒😒
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 14:50‘Cause when new one is created,the comments of older one get disappeared😒
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 14:50Our Memories! 😞
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 14:51FP1 and FP2!😔
FP1 was the best😍
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 14:51We ruled😍
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 14:29I was ruling since yesterday😎😎😎
Someone interupted🙄
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 14:03OMA! OMA! 😍
Talked to VTS😍 After ages😍😍😍
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 14:09How much I miss her! 😭
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 14:28And everyone😔
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 11:47When your old addiction rises as new it becomes more powerful😔
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 11:47Can’t help😣
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 11:47No solution?😞
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 11:48I wanted to watch serially one after one😞😞😞
Now where would I find episode 16?😣
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 11:49It’s literally not fair😢😭😢
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 11:49I can’t wait😣
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 11:49Why,man,why?😭
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 11:50Trying since yesterday😔
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 11:50I need it😣
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 11:51I wanna maintain serial😒
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 11:51Episode 16😔
18th March 2013😞
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 11:52What to do?😣
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 11:53Why is hotstar like that😠😠😠😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 11:53It’s unbearable😠
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 11:53I really need to watch it😔
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 11:43Is Hotstar only one way?😢
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 11:43Not fair yaar😱😭😭😭
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 11:44Can I watch in hotstar using VPN?😒😒😒
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 11:44*the only
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 11:45Seriously not fair😠
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 11:45Where would I find them?😭😭😭
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 10:36I couldn’t find episode 16😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 10:028765 😎
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 10:008800 todays’ target😎
Likes 800😎
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 02, 10:01Will make 8765 now😎
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June 02, 10:011 more to go✌
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June 02, 09:28Tedang😎
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June 01, 16:088759😉
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 01, 16:088760😎😎😎
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 01, 16:07Okay,night😄
Lemme sleep for an hour😜
Choti Kutienita
June 01, 16:01Hey Little one. I’m going to go now and maybe you should go sleep too! 🙂 It was lovely talking with you after quite a while!
Take care of yourself. 🙂 Have a lovely day ahead (Saturday) y V e n c e r e m o s . Emoji again. <3 Love you and see you! 🙂
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 01, 16:06Okay,CJ!
Feeling so good and relaxed after talking to you. Hope to talk again.
See ya.
All the best for exam. Love you too💚
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 01, 15:55So,what’s the next exam?😑
Choti Kutienita
June 01, 15:59I only had one tbh – Spanish speaking.
June 5th – Philosophy
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 01, 16:04On my Bros’ b’day😂
Manhoos day(JK)😜
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 01, 15:33CJ!
YKW,I really needed someone to say this. Tell me to cry if need be. Tell me not to hold it in. 😣 ‘Cause everyone(those who knows what actually happened) kept telling me not to cry,not to react much,not to think about that. 😞
Choti Kutienita
June 01, 15:39Sometimes Rush, the best way to heal is to cry it out. You’re suffocating if you just keep it in. Trust me even a few tears drops will make you feel better. I know it makes me feel better.
By doing what the rest are telling you do – you’re running away from the problem – something I’m a pro at, lol. I push hurtful things as much as I can until the dam is too full and then it all just comes out but it makes me feel better because then I’ve faced the problem and I’m determined to get over it.
Face the monster head on little one and defeat it. V e n c e r m o s (the same emoji again lol)
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 01, 15:54And I have to face it. I have to accept the bitter truth. 😞 Thus,I can be normal again. But it’s not so easy😣
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 01, 15:27I’ve decided I’ll watch an epi per day from now on.😂
‘Cause watching so many epis a day won’t help. continuMom would think I’m having affair(Though she knows me well,just kidding😂)… As I stick to phone for 5-6hours(Though it’s not unusual) and smile like an idiot looking phone and give other expressions like hell.😆
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 01, 15:28*5-6hours continuously
Choti Kutienita
June 01, 15:36Lol, I think my Mum knows I’m a weirdo. :’D And she also knows I’m paranoid about my phone for no reason. :’D
But definitely space the episodes out just so you can take it in better. 🙂
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 01, 15:38Moms!💚
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 01, 15:41Yeah,thinking the same. An epi a day will keep me going😍 And will get more enthusiasm 😄
Choti Kutienita
June 01, 15:43Sounds like a plan! 😀
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 01, 15:47Haha,yeh! 🙂
I decided to keep myself happy🙄
Watching SC surely makes me so 😍
#FindingWaysToKeepMyselfHappy😄
Choti Kutienita
June 01, 15:49Go for it. 🙂 That’s exactly how it should be. 🙂
Choti Kutienita
June 01, 15:25Ik what you mean. I’ve been told that too, how our priorities have changed or we’ve forgotten them. I 100% understand. We’re just humans I guess and that’s what being human is like. We’re fallible, we can go wrong intentionally or unintentionally.
Choti Kutienita
June 01, 15:25Don’t hold yourself against it though. You can’t control it all.
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 01, 15:43Can’t agree more! ✌
Choti Kutienita
June 01, 15:22Hahah trust me Rush. :’D I’m just glad I’m getting to talk with you now. 🙂
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 01, 15:37I’m going to be here from now onwards. 🙂
I’ve stopped using any social media since a month anyway. 🙂
Needed some time alone. Though a lifetime won’t be enough.
But SC page <3 It's the place where I can come and share my feelings! 🙄
Choti Kutienita
June 01, 15:42This is how much this page means to us. I love that. The serenity and tranquillity is brings out is just so nice! When the world turns their back on us, this page will always be here.
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 01, 15:51Right you are!
When we don’t feel like talking to anyone and feel the cruelty of this world,we know there is a place where we can share our feelings. When the world denies to listen to you,you know there is a place where you can say what you really feel,where you can feel yourself,where our emotions gets their true value. <3
Choti Kutienita
June 01, 15:57Yes! Exactly so. Little one, this is exactly what I mean. I can’t agree more.
SaMudDiwaani💚
June 01, 16:06SaMudians! ✋