Gustakh Dil 1st January 2014 Written Update
Gustakh Dil 1st January 2014 Written Episode
The Episode starts with Barkha talking to Lajjo. Barkha says I heard you saying. It means you have finally realized that Nikhil does not need you. She says Nikhil’s feelings won’t change, he loves Ishaana, they are together since childhood, they know and understand each other, Nikhil can’t love you, never. Barkha says why are you bearing all this, why this pain, humiliation, why are you staying with such a husband who loves someone else, not you, I don’t understand this. Barkha says you will be only hurt staying here, and Nikhil will be hurt seeing you in between him and Ishaana.
Barkha says it would be good for everyone if you go back to your village. Lajjo says I can’t go back, don’t ask me to go back. Barkha says why not, why can’t you go, whats the problem. Barkha says why are you after Nikhil, whats the reason. She gets hyper on Lajjo. She says is it because of this big house, luxury, is this tying you here. Lajjo says you think what you want, but I m helpless, I can’t go back. She says I will do what you say, I will stay as you say, but I beg you don’t ask me to go from here. Barkha laughs and says you are saying as if I say, you will go, as if you are staying here by my permission, its very funny.
Barkha says your marriage was not done by my permission and leaves. Lajjo cries. Ishaana’s gang is discussing about Nikhil and Ishaana. Kunal supports Ishaana. They discuss that Nikhil loves Ishaana but can’t marry her I think Aditi is right, this relation does not have any future. Ishaana says shut up, do you think I like lying to my mum, I don’t have any other option, I love Nikhil. She says my mum is everything to me, she is my only one, but I need my friends too, are you with me. Kunal says yes, we are with you.
Ishaana says thanks. She thinks of making Lajjo go out of Nikhil’s life. Rishi has lunch with his mum. She asks him about his exams. He says its over. She says I forgot that your exams finished. Rishi says its ok. She says I m very busy. Rishi sees her very busy and says call me when you get free, I don’t want to waste your precious time. He leaves. She looks on. Ishaana meets Nikhil at night. He says you here, at this time, why are you angry, why are you ignoring me. He jokes to make her mood good.
He tells her what Lajjo said about the hanky gift. Ishaana scolds him for not coming for the movie as she has been waiting outside the mall for two hours. Nikhil says you told you won’t come. Ishaana says I told we will go if my other plan cancels. Nikhil says you did not confirm. She says I did, I was there and people were staring and passing comments. He says I did not get any call from you. She says I called Lajjo and gave her message. Nikhil is shocked.
She says Lajjo told she will inform you. She fools him and says I did not know she won’t tell you. She says its my mistake, I should not come in between you and Lajjo, its my fault, forget it. She leaves in anger. Nikhil comes to Lajjo and scolds her for not informing her about Ishaana. Lajjo says I did not get Ishaana’s call. Nikhil says don’t lie and does not believe her. Lajjo says why would I lie, I did not talk to Ishaana. He says you mean Ishaana is lying, what will she get by lying. Lajjo says I m not saying that. Nikhil asks Lajjo to say sorry. He gets angry and Lajjo says listen to me. He leaves. Lajjo is hurt and cries. She says he knows Ishaana, but me too, that I don’t lie.
Barkha talks to Shaila and asks did Lajjo receive any call at landline. Shaila says no, Ishaana did not talk to Lajjo. Barkha says it means Ishaana lied to Nikhil. She is finally realizing that everything is fair in love and war. Barkha says for them to be together, its important to create misunderstandings between Nikhil and Lajjo.
Precap:
Shaila taunts and scolds Lajjo. Lajjo says lies are not hidden and truth is not required to hide, the truth will come out soon.
85 Comments
Suni
January 03, 06:38Aaliyah darling , if I say that I know what you are going through , it will not help you much now I know . .
But , I do understand your pain and your loss . You were blessed by God with such a lovely person as Ivy to be your aunt , God gave 2 mothers to you . That empty feeling inside of you , that mental anguish of going through , going over in your mind , all the times you spent with her and missing her so badly now . . I will encourage you to remember the good times and try each time to smile a little , just a little , instead of crying . And make each memory happy again , instead of letting it bring you down .
You will always have the scars from seeing what she had to go through . The power of that disease to destroy an individual . I think the more a person fights , the stronger it attacks . Her death wasn’t the ordinary death ; therefore the effects on those who witnessed her decline , will be tremendous .
From her message , I can tell that she accepted death , but she never got defeated . She set an example for us all , because she fought and she won , even though her body became weak , her mind remained forever strong .
You will never , ever forget her . But , learn from her . She fought to live a happy life , always trying to banish negative thoughts , always optimistic . I’m not saying to be this way now . I know you can’t do that , it’s just too early and those tears will come everywhere to you . I used to cry even when I went to the supermarket and remember my mom’s favourite foods . I used to pretend I had a cold . .
But , sweetie , you just have to accept . . Things are just what they are . . We can’t ho back and change anything , but we can go forward and change things . . From knowing Ivy , she will find ways to still comfort and to guide you . Be aware that love remains love , it is very powerful . Little by little you have to pull yourself forward . Never feel guilty about laughing or being happy in her absence . . She would want your best in life . You have to go on without her , you did all you could do for her . Her physical presence is gone from this world. . . but her spirit and zest for life will always remain with all of you . . .
Suni
January 02, 17:14Lucy ? Are you seeing my messages dear ?
cam
January 02, 17:26I’m going to bed
but cam WHY are you purple again ? 😀
and drew what are you looking at in your gv? 😀
btw that hideous creature those eyes, my eyes feels that big ryt now, I’m at the moment tired of crying
it was a “beautiful ceremoni”
i’ll tell u another time about it…
I have a splitting headache headache headachebye sweethearts love you both lot
this she posted below 😉
cam
January 02, 17:27and this I posted 😉
it’s good u stayed with her, I read her pain and she is always welcome here with us 😉
Tja lucy what can i tell you, me clothes at the laundry?
nuh uh nope, i know its cold but i like the clothes and the lamp, only with these clothes the lamp turned them into purple.. (drew does it sound does it sound acceptable)
Suni
January 02, 17:32Thank you dear . . I missed those comments since as you can see , I’m blindfolded :),
cam
January 02, 17:33sweet dreams angels. lucy love you and sweet dreams
drew take care queen and you too sweetest dreams 😉
boss hope to c u 2morrow
Suni
January 02, 17:38Lucy Lu , I think Cam is still purple from the purple Makha . .
Hey how did I remember that ?? I don’t know where that thought came from . .
Those lights we saw they blinded us , then I remembered no more from that day 🙁 . .
I’m not looking at anything , my eyes have been blindfolded , I don’t know what to expect but I’m expecting it and I’m looking forward to it being nice 🙂 . . .
Take your time dear . . Put some cucumbers on those eyes or you’ll scare the boys at the milling class 😛 . .
All jokes aside , I love you , I’m here for you and I pray that God gives you continued strength to bear what he has sent your way . .
Suni
January 02, 17:40Sweetest dreams Cam , love you and I also hope that a Boss can come tomorrow . .
❤️
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January 03, 00:39Thxs sweety ………..sleep thight
Yes ma’am I’ll put those cucumber and eat some B-)
My head is killing me, no painkillers that helps out here
Mom said it’s cause by stress 🙁
salma (malsha)...
January 02, 17:06Anyway felt bit relaxed after talking to u dear …
Sorry if i said smting rong …n Suni im going nw ..in half an hours Time ill b goin to cook …..
N ill b waiting for ur msg dear ….love u ..tc
Suni
January 02, 17:08You said nothing wrong , don’t worry about it , and take care . .
Love you too . .
salma (malsha)...
January 02, 17:00Thanks suni …..
N yeah i get only happiness in my life f hell after seeing my sons smiles n face ….
I don’t go out wit frnds n i don’t hv frnds here dear ..i can only say i hv frnds in dtb ….
Pink pawan sia Zaara namrata u r so close to me dear …..i don’t hv anyone else suni …
Suni
January 02, 17:03Don’t say that dear , you have family . . You just mentioned your mom and sisters . .
Pray always and keep faith that things will become better . . No trouble lasts forever . .
If you change your thoughts you will start to see changes in your life .
Thank God for every blessing . . I know it’s hard sometimes , but you have to try as you are their mom . .,
salma (malsha)...
January 02, 16:46I am only living for them Suni..even dat z d reason dat god gave me a second life eve after wat i was going through last month……but u don’t know dear wt im going through . Wt z my life z filled wit …
I don’t wish anyone to get a life like mine ..my sons my mama sisters n frnds r d one who z giving me hope to live
Suni
January 02, 16:50Dear , my mom is not with me anymore . . I won’t ever wish that anyone loses their mom at an early age . . Your sons will always need you .
Suni
January 02, 16:52You have a lot to live for , we all get depressed and think bad thoughts sometimes . .
But , you need to focus on the good things , look at Adhil and Adam’s smiles and listen to their laughter . .
salma (malsha)...
January 02, 16:41Anyway Suni if im close to sumone ill love d person so much .
Im a person like dat ….i like u so much n u d only close dtb frnd dat im nt mailing dear ….
Suni i just wanna b alone nw..so much f thoughts cumn to my mind….
Suni
January 02, 16:47Try and chase those thoughts away . .
Do you go out with friends ?
salma (malsha)...
January 02, 16:32Suni wt r u doin dear ?? N hwz work ???
Suni
January 02, 16:38I’m good and everything is fine with me . .
she was only 35 . .
Don’t ever talk crazy about wishing to die and leaving your sons . .
No one would love those boys like their mom . .
salma (malsha)...
January 02, 16:30Oh ….iv heard like.but Suni hw old z she dear ….
N i hope death should come to me also ..soon ..very soon ..can’t live anymore dear ..my life z ….
Suni
January 02, 16:36Don’t say that ever dear , you have two sons who need you . .
salma (malsha)...
January 02, 16:28N Suni if pawan z happy then fine ….
I just don’t want to spoil anyones happiness dear …but really miss him ..
Suni
January 02, 16:30You won’t spoil his happiness . .
salma (malsha)...
January 02, 16:25Suni oh…who was dat dear?? So sad to hear it…
Suni
January 02, 16:27You may not know her , her name is Ivy . .
She is a remarkable soul . .
salma (malsha)...
January 02, 16:20Really ..its good..yeah pinku z so busy nw…but atleast cums here for frnds
Suni
January 02, 16:23True . . He is very focussed on his work and ambitions .. .
salma (malsha)...
January 02, 16:18Suni wt hpnd dear …….wt bad hpnd
Suni
January 02, 16:22A dear friend on PV forum passed away on December 26 th , but we just found out today . .
salma (malsha)...
January 02, 16:14Yeah ..he isnt a boy who gets upset easily … I know dat ..he z really hurt n in pain …
I can’t say it here Suni…
No dear tears r cumn ..cnt stop it…feeling really hurt .
Suni
January 02, 16:17He is happy with other things though . . So , don’t worry about him too much . .
Pi understand that you miss him . .
By the way , Pinku had left me a message on PV , it was nice to hear from him . .
salma (malsha)...
January 02, 16:11No suni ..he wont think like dat….but its ur wish ..
He z ntt upset wit me atall ..he z upset czar f a frnd here in dtb ..but im so confused y he isnt talking to me too……
Suni
January 02, 16:14I’ve known him a few months now and it’s the first time he is like this . .
Ok , I’ll add you in a while . . today I got some bad news and my mind was on other things . .
I didn’t check the number . .
Suni
January 02, 16:08I just think he needs some time to calm down and to deal with whatever it is . .
salma (malsha)...
January 02, 16:08Suni u know im crying dear. Really….i can’t loose a frnd like pawan
hope he ll b back soon…its nw gonna b 6 days Suni since v talked ……
Suni
January 02, 16:10Don’t cry nah , I don’t know what happened . .but , he isn’t the type to get upset easily . .
salma (malsha)...
January 02, 16:05Suni but i dint do anything..he z trying to go away from me ..but i dint do anything dear ..its someones fault ….i know he says dat when he don’t wanna talk about smthing ….
Missing him dear ..such good person..
Suni
January 02, 16:07Yeah. . He is a good person . .
I don’t want to upset him , he doesn’t wish to say and if he knows I add you , he might think I’m
going against him . . so I’m a bit confused about what to do . .
salma (malsha)...
January 02, 15:58Im going nw suni …its 2.30 am here …hd some work to finish…nw gonna sleep ..
Ill wait for ur msg dear ..ok..tc
hv a great day ahead..love u dear..
Suni
January 02, 16:01Sweet dreams , I send my love to you and the kids . .
salma (malsha)...
January 02, 15:52Hiiii Suni..hw r u dear ??i u found me in whtsapp dear..sorry if im annoying u….
Suni
January 02, 15:59Good Mirning to you . .
I didn’t check yet . . I spoke with Pawan after we spoke here and I told him your message , he didn’t send any message in return , but he is very upset and doesn’t wish to even speak about whatever it is , he always says ” talk something else ” . .
cam
January 02, 14:03Lucy, my dear I’m sorry
I feel your pain and like suni said the
pain is inconsolable and tough to handle
unfortunately many of us went to this pain
In my case my dad two yrs ago and my mom 16 yrs ago
we are here for you my angel
Suni
January 02, 15:35Cam , I’m really sorry about your mom and dad . .
I think the most pain comes from us having so much love in our hearts , for those who have left us . . . and from not being able to express that love anymore . . It’s the reason that no matter how sick they get , no matter if they are bed-ridden , we know that they are there and we can express our love . . But , when they leave , there is this emptiness , we get lost . . The love gets trapped in us , and it turns to tears to come out . . . Your very strong dear Nathy . Aaliyah is also . ..
Time doesn’t take the pain away , but , we learn to handle it better most times … .
We can go to parties and missions together and we can also share and cry together . .
One for all and all for one . .
If you need us Aaliyah . . You know where to find us . …
nathy
January 02, 16:16drew sweety, how are you
no dont feel sry dear, this was the reason for the big questions in my life
remember?
Suni
January 02, 16:19Cam , I see people with parents well into their 70’s and 80’s and I wonder to myself ,
” do they know how blessed , how lucky they are ” ?
nathy
January 02, 16:21🙂 I hear u angel
nathy
January 02, 16:23u know its strange … cause although we never saw each other you can feel each others pain. death doesn’t have a nationality culture religion
Suni
January 02, 16:25So true dear Cam . .
The human connexion 🙂
who am I
January 02, 16:30http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pktJqO_YCFc
nathy
January 02, 16:32yak…hahahahah…angel ur sick u know that
that scared the shit out of me lol
Suni
January 02, 16:34OMG !!
Is that surprised cat’s distant cousin ,
Shocked Lemur ??
Suni
January 02, 16:35Yeah Cam , that video kept getting worse 😐 .. .
At the end there were two of them :-O
who am I
January 02, 16:36omg I needed this sorry 😀 😀
nathy
January 02, 16:38woman are you out of your mind? huh
but hey 😀 welcome back
apart from the sircumstance ur now in ….ur crazy 😉
Aaliyah
January 02, 16:40I wanted to let you know that I’ve felt your love …. thank you very much
I have a splitting headache and
sadly shaken not stirred Makha can not beat it
oh I love you and I will always love you both
drew sweetheart thank you for your nice words at pv, I’ve given them to my mom
suni, cam I’m so sorry about your mom and dad, you both admirably young ladies.
love you both 😉
Suni
January 02, 16:40Crazy doesn’t quite describe it 😐 . .
Those eyes kept getting bigger . .
Btw Lucy , your kinda wearing kiss clothes than Cam today 😉
Aaliyah
January 02, 16:43I did not want you both to be sad
sorry sorry sorry sorry..holding both ears 🙁 🙁
cam
January 02, 16:44but seriously now luce …..how are you
Suni
January 02, 16:44Lucy , it helps to be here . . The forum helps a lot . . We can connect with each other and not have our personal space invaded . .
Don’t thank me ok , I wish I could do much more . .
My love for you and your family is very strong , because you all have such vibrant personalities . . filled with so much passion . . Anyone would love you guyz . .
cam
January 02, 16:45drew …cat’s distance cousin??
I have a cute little cat and they dont look like each other
miaauwww
Suni
January 02, 16:46I thought that was your reason for waiting until now . .
You didn’t want to ruin our holidays . .
Amazing that you thought about us even through all that pain . .
Aaliyah
January 02, 16:47love u 2 drew 😉 vibrant huh
Aaliyah
January 02, 16:49yes, I tought if I tell ryt away then it would be soooo
dull and I dont know thats why i waited till now
and i’m back in the land of cold
cam
January 02, 16:52thxs for ur consideration.
but ur gv is how u feel right now?
Love it, (more than u know who’s when she felt u know how
sshhh I’m glad she is the old one again, and she misses u lotssss,dont tell her i told u 😉 )
Aaliyah
January 02, 16:55wont tell 😉
yes this is how I feel ryt now 🙁
Suni
January 02, 16:56Yeah , that gv of mine was horrible and embarrassing to remember 🙁 . . I’m so ashamed of it now 😐 . .
I think although Lucy is young , she is wise beyond those years . .
Suni
January 02, 17:00Lucy , it’s ok . . I understand how you feel .. . It will take some time . .
cam
January 02, 17:02yes, I think the same, I think also the benefit of large families…with those uncles and aunts of her
family ties help in the upbringing i guess
cam
January 02, 17:04yes and its so soon lucy, dont worry like drew said cry as much as u wish wenever u want as long as u want
dont bother wat others might think these r ur feelings and emotions u have to let them out. dont hold them in u dont have to be brave or big
we are here for u angel 😉
Suni
January 02, 17:06You have a cat Cam ? I would have thought that you would have had a lion’s cub 😛 . .
Well tht a Lemur could be Shocked Cat’s cousin , the way his eyes kept getting bigger and bigger . .
Lucy will give me nightmares with that 😐
Aaliyah
January 02, 17:08cam???
cam
January 02, 17:09yes dear!!
Aaliyah
January 02, 17:10suni??
Suni
January 02, 17:11Sorry about the distraction dear Angels . . I couldn’t leave her as she seemed a bit stressed . .
Lucy , would you like to share anything with us ?
I’m here to repay a debt to you if I can . .
Suni
January 02, 17:12Present !!
Aaliyah
January 02, 17:20I’m going to bed
but cam WHY are you purple again ? 😀
and drew what are you looking at in your gv? 😀
btw that hideous creature those eyes, my eyes feels that big ryt now, I’m at the moment tired of crying
it was a “beautiful ceremoni”
i’ll tell u another time about it…
I have a splitting headache headache headache
bye sweethearts love you both lots 😀 😀
cam
January 02, 17:25it’s good u stayed with her, I read her pain and she is always welcome here with us 😉
Tja lucy what can i tell you, me clothes at the laundry?
nuh uh nope, i know its cold but i like the clothes and the lamp, only with these clothes the lamp turned them into purple.. (drew does it sound does it sound acceptable)
Suni
January 02, 09:11Lucy Lu , I can’t comfort you I know . .
That pain you have is inconsolable . .
I know what you went through , I know the shock feeling . .
I knew that my mom was dying , but when she went , it was overbearing nonetheless . . .
If Ivy isn’t in Heaven then none of can ever get in ,mbecause she was an astounding human being Angel on earth . .
You’re a brave girl , but this death thing is so tough to handle . ..
Cry as much as you need to , laugh if you feel too . . You did all that you could have done for her. .
But , be careful about getting depressed . . Be with friends and family often , but I know you will need your privacy to mourn , because only you know that internal pain and loss . . .
She was an amazing soul , always cheering us on . .she won’t want you sad always . . . But , it is still too soon , you need your time to mourn . ..
Talk about her to me if you need on, share memories and good times , even her bad moments . .
Tell me anything . ., I’m here . ..
Pḣöëṉịẍ
January 01, 14:48► 0:07► 0:07
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f_B23QGCEmA
😀
cam
January 02, 07:02HAHAHAHA….OKAY THIS…. TO GIVE U AN IMPRTESSION ON HOW
I AM AT THE MOMENT THAT EVEN THE WAVE..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=s2s54d0Cw1w
THIS IS THE AFTERMATH OF MAKHA 🙁
Suni
January 02, 16:29This clip is a classic like Surprise Cat . ..
He really looks like he drank Makha 😉
Pḣöëṉịẍ
January 01, 14:47“ We are all different expressions of one reality , different songs of one singer , different dances of one dancer , different paintings – but the painter is one . ”
― Osho
cam
January 02, 06:56AMEN… to that angel 😉