Balika Vadhu 19th September 2012 Written Update

Balika Vadhu – Wednesday 19th September 2012 Written Update
Shiv asks why Anandi is crying in the rain and what the matter is. Anandi tells Shiv that Jagat is in Jetsar, Shiv says that he knows about this, Anandi explains the situation and Shiv reassures her and takes her out of the rain.
Shiv explains they are becoming one, but everyone has a place where they want to be alone and should wait to let someone in, that’s why he didn’t say anything. Anandi says that he has a big heart and she wonders sometimes she is not worthy of him. Shiv explains that first he was taken in by her beauty
Then when he got to know her and her attributes were the reason she has a place in her heart. He states if she feels like it she can share her feelings.

Anandi explains that CM dropped her off at the mandir, there is flashback of Jagat asking for forgivness, and how Jagat was saying Anandi has everything and all he wanted was a apology. Anandi says he was only apologising to get his family back but she was not able to forgive him, when she saw him all the hurt came back. She says she feels very little not being able to forgive him and starts crying, Shiv holds her hands replying that the person who has caused her so much pain she is thinking bad of herself, this alone shows that she has a heart. If anyone else was in her place they too would not be able to forgive him, even God hasn’t that why this is happening to him. Even if she did it would have been a mark on husband-wife relation. Anandi agrees with Jagat, and that she is not able to forgive him. Shiv saying that if he had known her tears would heal his wound he wouldn’t have stopped her crying (on his finger)
Shiv compliments Ananadi’s smile and tries to cheer him up, he shows her a windchime and compares it to Anandi and says he brought it for her. They have a sweet moment together and we see that Jagat is loka chupi seeing them
Jagat is sitting alone recalling what his family said to him and Anandi’s reply to him. He talks to himself that everything is finished and he is ruined, all relations are broken and he is alone, he cant believe that Anandi was not able to forgive him. One of Jagat’s inner self saying that Anandi is the reason he didn’t get forgivness. Another self stating that Anandi is not at fault, and not to listen to his other self. Another self stating that his niceness is his fault, he is a man and when men make mistakes they don’t need to apologise, Anandi has ego that she can talk to you like this. His second self telling him not to listen and not to think of relations like this. If hurt is no different then why should punishment be. Another self comes out saying this is all a game and drama and Anandi wants to punish him and she is taking revenge. The self’s are talking to each other that Jagat is the one who has lost, one saying that Jagat is getting what he deserved, another saying that Jagat is ruining his family name by having Anandi married to someone else. Each self is

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PRECAP – Jagat saying who is Anandi to take everything away from him, he brought her here and he will check her out, he will not rest until she is the way he is, she didn’t wait for him now she will wait for her ruin