Saas Bina Sasural 4th September 2012 Written Update

~Smiley comes home and makes an excuse to the family that Tej apologized to her and felt bad and that he probably went to go get her a sorry gift

~Tej arrives at the ashram and asks a man about Toasty, describing her as a tall girl…the man asks if she is skinny and Tej says haan and the man points out Toasty’s cabin. Tej goes running to it (Eee, intense TejYa music in the background!) He calls out for Toasty when he opens the door but no one is there. He sees the TejYa pic on the shelf and remembers their shaadi…he sees Toasty’s suitcase and remembers her leaving…he sees her saree..sees her mangalsutra and remembers putting it on her at their wedding and he is overwhelmed with joy. He looks out the window and calls out for Toasty happily. Someone comes in and Tej asks her about Toasty but he says that she has left already and asks him if he is Tej Prakash Chaturvedi. Tej says haan and the man gives him a note and says that Toasty left it for him.

~Tej reads it and in it Toasty writes that she knows that he knows she is alive and knew he would come here looking for her and that she tried to cover her voice up but she knew that Tej wouldn’t fall for it after hearing her voice and there’s no way he wouldn’t recognize it. She tells him that she has left and to please not look for her and she tells him to go back home and get married to Smiley. Tej is disappointed and sad and leaves.

~Smiley prays that if Toasty is alive then to please let her come back to the house.

~Tej starts to leave and is wondering why are you running away from me, Toasty? Where do I look for you now? He then remembers all of Toasty’s things left behind in the room and the man telling him that Toasty left that morning and he puts two and two together and realizes that Toasty couldn’t have left and goes running back. He barges into the cabin and calls out Toasty. Toasty is standing by the mirror, putting her mangalsutra on and turns around. They both stand there gazing at each other with TejYa flashbacks and Tere Liye from Veer Zaara playing in the background (Eee *squeals* <3 <3) Tej walks in and hugs her and they both hug each other emotionally. ~Toasty then remembers her brain tumor and breaks away and tries to turn away but Tej grabs her arm and asks her where she is going and whether she is going to try to leave him again and that he won't let her go anywhere. Toasty's face is turned away from him and he holds it and tries to turn it towards him and says look here. You have a lot of questions to give answers to. Why did you do this? Why did you hide such a big thing from me? What did I do!? Why did you give me such a big punishment? Why did you leave me and go? (Oh my God!! I'm sobbing like anything watching this again! Ravi and AIsh's acting!!! Ravi's dialogue delivery!! I'm going to miss Tej so much!! :'( <3) How did you think I could live without you? And how have you been living without me? ~Toasty says that she didn't want to see everyone upset. My illness..my treatment...my deteriorating state...the sadness all this would have brought to everyone I wouldn't have been able to bear..and Tej, you! I wouldn't have been able to bear see the fear in your face of losing me. Tej says and so you left us. You left me, you lied to me and came here. Bewakoof ladki! You didn't think about the pain I went through after you left me? You didn't right? We glued these fake smiles onto our faces because you wanted it...and then your stupid, stupid ideas!! That bakwaas salsa competiton and marrying Smiley!! Marrying Smiley!?!? What were you thinking!?!?! You were just writing whatever you thought of and sending it to us and we like crazy idiots were following everything you said. How did you even think that I could be happy with anyone else? You saw a dream of getting Tej remarried and that dream became everyone's. Everyone is after me to get married to Smiley because it's your dream..that's how important you are to everybody. ~Toasty says I just wanted to see you happy and leave this world with the belief that someone would be ther eto take care of you after I left and someone would love. Smiley is a very nice girl. Tej says there's thousands of nice girls..should I go and get married to all of them!?! Smiley is a very nice girl...I'm indebted to her...because of her, I found you and I'm here with you again and I'm able to touch you and see you..I'm indebted to her. And then another TejYa hug..#2!! 😛 <3 ~Tej starts packing her things and tells her that he's heard all he needed to hear and now she is coming home with him right away and Toasty says don't be crazy. How can I come now? I can't come now...everyone is busy with your wedding preparations and if she comes now then it will complicate everything. You go home and get married to Smiley. Toasty says anyways I don't have a lot of...and she trails off. Tej grabs her arm and says anyways you don't have a lot of what? Yahin that you don't have a lot of days to live? How many days do you have? One year...a month...a week. Toasty, if you don't come home with me right this instant then I...he looks around and walks over to her fruit plate and grabs the knife back and walks over to her, holding the knife to his wrist...then I'll take my life right this second and won't see tomorrow's sun rise. Toasty grabs the knife from him and throws it on the ground and says have you gone crazy!? Don't you dare talk like this or bring such a thought into your heart! She turns and Tej grabs her arm hard and pulls her back angrily and says what do you think!? That this world runs according to you!? What you think and what you want is what happens? If you love me, Toasty, then I love you too! We all love you. Why is it that you think your love is greater than our love? That you can give sacrifices and do whatever you want regarding us but we don't have the right to take care of ourselves or make our own decisions. Why is it that you think you have the right to take our rights away? ~Tej says do you know what Pashu's daughter's name is? Toasty. Because we wanted Toasty to remain a part of our lives in some form. Even after learning of your death, we kept smiles on our faces. Our souls were crying but we kept smiling because Toasty wanted it. I took part in that stupid salsa competition even though I didn't want to..why? Because Toasty wanted it. The whole house is lost in getting Tej married...why? Because Toasty wanted it. Despite not wanting to, even I agreed for this marriage...why? Because Toasty wanted it. We've gone about doing whatever Toasty wanted but Toasty...did you ever think that we have our own wishes and feelings? No..that's why you left, right? How did this Toasty become so selfish? The Toasty that lived for her husband and family is now not ready to do what her husband and family want? Do we not have the right to even decide what we want? Do we not have the right to ask our Toasty what we want of her? Enough. I've said what I've wanted to say and heard enough..now not another word, we're going straight home..end of matter. ~Toasty says no. Tej says no? Still no? You still want to do what you want!? You've always done whatever you think is right...you thought you can't see Tej's sadness so you left..you thought you can't see the familiy's sadness so you left. For once, put yourself in my place and look from my point of view. If I was the one with your illness, then? Toasty says Tej, don't say that!! Tej says so what would you do? Listen to me, na! What would you do? If I left you without telling in the way you did, what would you do? Wouldn't you want me to come back home with you? Wouldn't you drop on your knees and request me to come back home with you? Wouldn't you want that every remaining second we have left that I spend them in front of your eyes? Until then when my eyes close, wouldn't you want to take care of me...to fulfill every promise that we made on our wedding day...in good and bad days, in illness or any situation, that Tej and Toasty be together and support each other? Wouldn't you want this? So do I not have even this much haq that I should want this? Or do I have beg in front of you? (And it finally hits Toasty hard!! Shabaash mera jaanu!!! <3) Toasty says no and hugs him (#3!! 😛 ) and says I'm sorry!! I'm really sorry!! I became really selfish..I was only thinking about myself and wasn't thinking about you or the family. Take me to the family..I want to ask forgiveness from everyone. And the epi ends with TejYa hug #4!! And Tejy wants to sob her heart out that the episode that concludes her updating has come to an end

Pre-Cap: Pashu asks Smiley what she wants to say to Dadaji. Smiley says that Toasty is alive. Everyone is shocked…Tej and Toasty walk into the house and everyone is shocked and happy seeing her.